First&Lost4Words

First things first - but before I begin

Let me reintroduce the redundantly unwrapped 

rapping package I been packin within

Off the bat - and a lil off the top

Id take more on but youve declared war on

And all this drama and what not

So rise to the top - like cream of the crop

Circle geometry caught on to me non stop

So now I use astrology to predominantly energize me bottom to top

Into Interstellar portals so planetary 

Phantoms and fairies scare up platters cut rarely

Out of need -but dare us to dream as we cut thru secrecy

Meshing the mixed blessing of fantasy

Sliced beyond what human eyes cant even see

Seeing some searing only seemingly going green

Portrait of reality / Snap a memory for me please

Make this moment last deep within my genes

Because I may not understand my own needs

Little aforementioned / a precursor to get set and go

Riddled with best intentions because you say so

Freely disbursing in red-glow that horny devilish halo

Medal'ish contention slow/ Why just hate/ suspension flow

Then just lay low with mud stuck feet / cleanly suspended from underneath

Repressing memories from being beat you failed to mention to me

First and foremost / The worst is still close

So most resort to outposts of motes /

and with draw bridge withdrawn intentionally gloats

Tight up in spite think im right clenched fist 

I might just mention the real might of this

Cantankerous; In abominable Bliss I Phenomenally Enlist

Like an anomaly science and physics both missed

On both their big to do lists & measly microscopic atom splits

Understanding the mechanics of the unknowable endlessness shrouded in its infinitness

Wishing on stars living your lifespan to at once witness this

Wheres the un-kill switch that flips the scripts to non spontaneous-nest

Scripture got far-cited too rediculous and early-burden worms in dirt dismissed;

Yet read so ubiquitously interpreted so stupidly leaves toxic mist

Over-enriched, poorly ill decipher it -or call it quits!  

and be left steaming. . .?

Once destroying the entire list of ingredients we were needing

Not a lot dont miss a drop but never get caught not dreaming or not believing 

In finishing what you start because your heart was part of your double teaming

So before I begin let me relay back those lines you meant when you had trouble breathing

SJB•2009•07•06