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I had a feeling that there was something/someone 'available' for/to me tonight- even more so than last night (which I slept thru accidentally, anyways) but if I were aware and open enough to realize the opportunity when it presented itself, there was a prize hidden somewhere in my night, and I could feel that it's discovery was beckoning me. Simply how the day unfolded told me there was much to be appreciated and experienced since the moment I woke up, not having made any plans whatsoever with anyone, because I didn't sleep well, and missing DJ Hype always makes me not sleep well anyways, but on top of that my dreams were very confusing and multi-sided, very international as well, as they often are thats just abroad interpretation though (lol get it?). No? Me either.
Anyways I awoke to Mike coming in (as usual) and when I finally got out of bed to go shower, Shaunasie had beautiful friends over, Bexx & Sista & Cameron who were celebrating Bexx birthday the night before so they were in good form and very cheerful to wake up to, I showered and then fed my babies some pineapple and made myself some grilled cheeses and had breakfast to the tune of a text message from Curve saying he wanted to cook for me & rinse and therefore was coming by, so I told him to hurry the fuck up and dont forget to stop at the LCBO. Which he did, and didn't; respectively.
Before our walk to Queen video were played with the Ascended Masters Oracle and I pulled the Twin Flames card; which is a great sign that you're about to meet someone who is a soul mate or twin flame (which is stronger than soul mate) and it says:
"To form such a partnership, you must follow your inner guidance, learn from growth and have patience with divine timing. Once twin flames find each other, everything in the life reaches new heights of love and light." You will soon be with your twin flame • keep your heart open stay positive and follow your guidance to manifest your prayers about your love life."
which made sense, because that's kinda of the feeling I had that 'I needed to go out" - when I have that feeling I usually go out because thats when I trust that things will happen in accordance to my desires, when it's literally "calling me" out.
As we were walking back were were discussing going to Darkrave cuz Shaunasie mentioned it earlier when Paul stopped by (YAY!) and chilled long enough to get some energy work done, have a few laughs and meet one of HIS twin flames, Alex (whether they know it or not yet lol). So not long after we stopped to have a beer at the Black Bull Shaunasie called to tell us we had guest list for the party, and that we had to come, which we were already gonna do, but that just confirmed it.
So on the way to Darkrave walking down Queen St I made a promise to Curve that we both had to 'shoot for the moon' at least once while we were there, because firstly:
-he said "well if you shoot for the moon, and miss, at least youll land in the stars" - but he didnt mean it, he just SAID it.
-I 'shoot for the moon' at pride and really made myself happy by realizing it went better than I thought it would when I introduced myself to the guy I was most attracted to all weekend.
So yeah, anways I just made us make a pact we wouldnt leave Big Bop having not 'shot for the moon' (which is such a gay term to begin with, it's got condentations of ass blasting all over it) at least once.
Big Bop was TONS of fun, it wasnt super busy, but the music was sweet, and we were dancing like it was 1998 or something up in that bitch. Curve was having a BLAST- it was so much fun just to watch him have this much fun.
He hit it off with a girl that he was digging, but it wasnt till I had been there a bit did I see someone that really caught my attention. Of course he was the shortest/smallest dude there probably, but he was blond, super cute and just looked like someone as soon as I saw, I wanted to know. He looked really familiar, in passing I could have easily mistaken him for Peter, or how Peter looked at one time. Anyways yeah, I was kinda tired and wanted to leave a few times before I actually did , which I totally attribute to the tarot's influence, because since Cameron asked me for a mini-reading in the alley way outside while we were smoking- I had my mini-ohso tarot in my pocket and consulted it when I had the urge to make a decision like leaving, I would be say "show me staying and show me going" and first time it was transformation was in staying and leaving was 'past lives' reversed, which just told me 'the same ol thing' - which for me is usually going home alone/empty handed/unfulfilled/wishing for someone I like to chill with, so I headed back into the club and then saw the dude that I had a feeling about dancing to the drum n bass that had come on at 2, just after Shaunasie left, of course.
I danced for the first part of Statistic's set but once I got a lil tired I was about ready to throw in the towel and convince Curve that we could just rinse at home so we should go do it, but I went out for a smoke by myself and wouldn't you know, that same guy is out smoking all by himself as well. So I smoked a whole smoke beside him just trying to get a feel of his energy and perhaps strike up some conversation if I got the feeling what to even talk about lol, but I totally didn't do or say anything-and he just put out his cigarette and went in, as did I a few minutes later, and went back to the room with drum n bass where Curve was macking this girl and totally shooting for the moon like we had said, and good for him!
Tony (Locked) was spinning at 3 so I wanted to check him out before leaving, and the tarot again showed thunderbolt in staying (unexpected life changing occurrence) and past lives again if I leave, so I was gonna stick around and make the best of it, and when we went upstairs to check out Locked's Set, he was also up there dancing by himself (enter divine timing part 2) and so Im like, lets not go just yet, gimmie a sec - then I just admired him dance while I danced/stood behind him thinking "this is the moon, am I gonna shoot for it or not???" Curve was signing a girl with a sharpie at this point lol, so I stopped paying attention to the dude for a mon or two and when I looked back around he was gone, so I'm like.."argh, okay fuck it- lets just go" and we headed for the door for the last time.
Then as we round the corner (enter divine timing part 3) and who do I notice walking 50m ahead of us by himself?? The DUDE! he had just left, like one minute before we did, which made me kinda freak because I didnt want to walk out of the club having not taken the opportunity to connect with someone I felt a strong connection with and a desire for again.
So as were walking up to him Im trying to talk Curve out of wing-manning this one for me cuz I wasnt nervous like he assumed - excited rather and a little amazed, cuz this is the perfect opportunity to say something to him, which I didnt really feel before and was confused by, but whatever it all made sense now because listening to my feelings and the guidance put me (and not even for the FIRST TIME) on the sidewalk walking 'home' after the club right next to this guy, whom I walk up to and in passing say "youre over darkrave for the night huh??" or something as equally geek-tacular and we start small talk about the party and about what kinda music we were feeling...and as it turns out - hes not only into drum n bass, he is a jungle dj, and he only lives two blocks away from me. He said he wasnt really ready to go home yet so I invited him back to my place to spin records and chill, which he gladly accepted.
Once we got back to my place I pulled a card from the Ascended Masters deck and I got Pan (Fertility), and Peter Pansy was my nickname for Peter, whom this guy reminded me of, and Pan's energy is one of fertility but its a strong masculine energy that I can detect very much, and it coming out just affirmed that connection to me further that this was the beginning of something good.
Im like "Now that's what I'm talking about, I KNEW there was something really special about this guy that I was attracted to, but if I were to guess that out of everyone there, I would meet another wicked talented jungle dj who lives around the corner from me I wouldn't have guessed that close to home at all...ha get it??. I mean it seems very the same so the 'easiness' in attracting it is obvious, but the beauty in how it all played out, and how once we chilled and rinsed together, the meaning and appreciation and awesomeness grew and grew the more we shared. I had him pick a card from the Ascended Masters Oracle and very the first card he chose was beautiful and told much of the situation unfolding, which made me super happy, to say the least.
He went back to his place to grab a crate of records and brought me back some bomb cron too, jus for the hell of it, giving me bomb cron is like giving the cookie monster mrs fields or some shit - its a damn good way to make my eye's go (even more) googly...had I not had the tiger eye, of course.
So hours are going by were rinsing tunes and talking about jungle and everything, and he takes a very sharp interest in the spiritual aspect of the things I have around my room and what I decided to share with him and when I showed him some stuff about music he said how much he liked to read and to write the name of some stuff down for him to check out cuz he loves books and reads a lot...he asked specifically for the Flower of Life books too, which is an awesome sign for someone who is interested in learning and growing because those books have it all, but few recognize how much stuff is actually covered in the two volumes. . .awesome
It cracked me up most when he said
"I'm really glad you guys said something to me on the street!!! ...How random was this?!?"
Nothing could be more true and more false at the same time.
WE BOTH SHOT FOR THE MOON, AND CAME UP WITH SOMETHING
"A HUNDRED TIMES MORE BRILLIANT THAN THE SUN"
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WELL DONE!
BET THE STARS FEEL THE RIGHT BUNCHA NITWITS NOW, HUH?
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big up Curve for lettin loose and shootin for the moon and gettin it, for bein a good sport, for being positive and inspiring and a good friend, for the pizza he made and for rinsin out his soul..LMAO (enter Divine timing NO 4) and sneaks in Thunder for the drop as I write this...
big up shaunasie for being so much light and leading the way ...and for being smart
big up Jeff for being a bod mon - it was really good to meet someone solid and pure good vibes, and big up for only spinning for two years and being as wicked as he is - master artist material for sure. Thats only the tip of the iceberg.
big up Paul for coming by and chilling and inspiring me to do the wrestling workshops and to show him some moves, even though I was too enthralled in watching vintage matches on TV @ the time lol, and for meeting Alex lmao doppleganger hangar is open!
BiG Up Playful Cameron,Beautiful - Birfday Glow Bexx, Warm Lovin Sista who fed me, Jonny K (who was the first person we met outside of Big Bop after we left and befriended afterwards a couple years back in a similar situation), Dragonfly, Locked & Statistic!
WHAT A WILD NIGHT, EVEN IF IT WAS JUST ME AND CURVE BEIN TWIN FLAMERS LOL....WOW.
-V'1LLiY Frickin Happy!
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