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Saturday, April 25, 2009

Felling Sorry For4ce Yourself

How can we just stand there
And keep our mouths closed
Unless we get offended
Or feel like were opposed

If its real you bite your tongue
As if soon to just choke
And turn the smallest details
Into over-dramatic dirty jokes

You look across as I look away
And know that I once will not
And know how hard it us for us
Because of the things we've all forgot

Deep inside ourselves wont lie, will it?
Although 'we' lie to it
And our body retains that malice
That turns our children's chances to shit

Exactly where is this justice?

Is It in the water for us to drink???
I used to know...now tap water stinks
Coca Cola now used to clean throats & kitchen sinks

Why cant we all just stop! (for a second)
Feel free! enough to see peace between you & me?
So you can hold it in yourself
And live in your right to your highest divinity

The untaught law of attraction brought me this
And everyone and everything I know
Because we automatically draw toward
The exacted matched (in)actions of our soul

So why do we blame each other
And accuse some type of story
For being the most painful wall
Between our childhood's most idealistic glory?

Handing the world over
To a vaccum we created with no soul
Before we suck it dry beyond x factor
We need to regain our star-destined roles

Whats so scary? other than you anyway
Why Ive only been bombarded two hundred times today
And every single fucking day since birth
So forgive me for asking "what's beautiful shit worth anyway?"

Gimmie Gimmie never gets one good reason
Why I would listen to the truth?
Because If I had some thing to actually offer
I think that I that I might become doomed

Lovers leave and friends pass
Above us and blow us; in between hourglass
Sandy beach mirrors our shady past but cracks
But No thanks-I didn't really want to hear that

Wont let myself learn to feel
Because I cant breathe so well when you speak
I wish this didnt feel so real
Because I have to work overtime all this week

No time for you, let alone me or myself

Why are you trying to make me understand
That every perspective can be made relative
And my deepest strength is in my heart and hands!?

The moment is now, or did it just(poof poof)pass?
So foreign?-now is it just about to happen?
Second guess things to be cherished
Or is this just energetic anti-[really]matter entrapment?

Who to believe, when you learn it's all lies
I Asked the angels they said the real the truth is inside
And they asked me to give myself permission
To create my truest vision and live a life of pride

How could I deny something of me
If I knew how much I was needed
If I listened to all the universal assistance
I could never feel really defeated?

Were all here, We are all there
Whats the use of making more of the same
When every difference I choose to see in you
Should reflect your beauty as you dance in the rain

Impossibilities tease me written on t-shirts
For the facing world to probably not read
Our gagged words never taught to speak
Never been in over my head ever so shallowly

No good no bad gotta stop all this on/off thinking
I got crazy confused into two (scizhophrenic) minds
Ego's illusion a beautiful excuse
That somehow it's someone else's fault this time

Wake the fuck up I say to myself
But I can only hear so much
And that doesn't account for for all the fear
That you can erase in me simply with your touch

All the clouds end up on brushes
Creative outlets take priority accord
I plug into my own mystery and wonder
To feel abundance so I want to live more


These aren't things you achieve
They are things that you allow
But we've got it all mixed up
And we've lost ourselves...until now


Well at least that's how It feels
To be the victim of no one
When un-minde(ea)d love is followed
We find our way toward the light of only one _____________________________________________
Steve Blair apr26 2009



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