Emotionally blocked?
No more like before-was cake walk
Wooden stake still sell me sunk stocks
Not worth the take to make heart stop
Accidentally trippin double trouble dropped
Not really lined up wall hittin oh I forgot
Blood money energy sucked and left to rot
Unkept promises too hot to trot
Truth transmute these irrational thoughts
Freedom in the shape of Mandelbrot's
Stop hugging me with chainsaws
Shrugging off meaning without a cause
Seeing the faults against all odds
Back handed compliments causing applause
Disbanded as if you planned it to flaw
Can we demand a plan that we act in law
No longer react because there is no longer last straw
Look past flaws to see such infinite beauty raw
Subdue me you influence me so forget me not
See right through trance-parent-seen blindspsot
Short and bitter sweet
Floor seats center court forces meet
Before all the others assemble their sheep
Lets lead them to pasture past your past keep
Passing plastic products of catastrophe through me do seep
Classic misuse of our innocent humanity
Drastic abuse of truths that create plans shaped angrily
Mistakes we make create the shape of unpaved road for me
Loves last chance has its first romance thru blind dated irony
So turning point or turning away
Buring another joint to start and end another day
Learning to point towards more or so I say
Concerned things learned to clip wings away
blurred things that I just gave away perhaps in fray
preferred to bring things that left me proud in a simple way
But admist a haze of maze and missed's I stopped to play
And kissed admidst its greatest hits thankful for this many birthdays
Presenting such great gifts to help dismiss past pain away
Short story long? overdrawn on card but underscoring
Report a distort in my self-esteem port I found deploring
If I was asleep at the wheel did I awaken from my own snoring
Repaved the path with a fire under the ass hard, for ignoring
Freshly shaved lawn and private parts for adoring and exploring
Mesh with me as we fulfill our collective destiny sights soaring
Pesticide free please hide beside me under this faulty flooring
Secretly slip under the radar with me- its you who called me! un- boring.
Dirty minded mine-feeled like a minefield of dreams this morning.
I cant find what it means to live within my means like queens of hoarding
Get going and stop just as fast
Regrets, know no one knows just what has passed
Love I suppose, when we pull those no show acts
Project a predictable cloud of smoke with bulls nose attack
Intellect and respect get the eject through foggy windows gone black
Dont begin with belief that deceit has not been imposed on your back
Select the most interesting way to keep kin closed in most and tracked
Due Dialect? a lot of talking a-holes-eating feet toes
Even though whats good to go is not what you first chose
To learn what's most meaningful and only then how to let go
Past of pain tell me how you feel the same
Cast of mummified father figure bigger picture shame
Smashed at last tomb to womb recycle room to renew and regain
Refrain from taking the main way though new tower of pain
Allowing our true power to flower and blossom again
Costing no loss to the lots of cutting corners by casting blame
Performing heartwarming acts and stepping into leader frame
Never believe that anything is simply the way it seems or will be again
Truth is what you believe so make sure your dragons are slain for zen
Just another situation of family frustration
Best put rest of the pressure in chest no money for medication
Well at least not of the pharmaceutical persuasion
Helping self-medicate an altered state of great and evil patients
Taking a break would be great if I could alieviate these sensations
But weeks after returning home I feel like I need another vacation
Not to get away from me, but to accept what in me is higher elevation
I want you to know my flow with yours goes wilder than temptation
Dont be a chicken and run for the boarder like a talk-oh?cock?y cajun!
Just engage and exchange some genuine displays for each to create in.
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